Future Post 14

Good Evening Beloved

Hay, did you miss me? Hahaha ! :) It's been a few days since I logged on here and talked to you. Sorry about that my dear Future. I've been awake for the longest time, today I had a couple of naps and that was it. I wonder, what job do you have beloved? Does it keep you awake? What am sure of is whatever your job or career is I'd be there to cheer you on.

Ok, Am going to talk to you about my previous relationship. Now, hold on beloved, I just want to explain what went wrong. Smile a little ok? I love you. I won't go back to her. <3

Well, she was a very pleasing woman actually, headstrong and had dreams and ambitions. However, well she wanted to control where MY future would be. She wanted me to train with her in a hospital near her. Well, I had my own dreams, own aspirations. She wanted me to be there with her physically all the time. How could I chase my dream if I'm lock and chained down to her side. Right? I too was a dreamer however I'm not the type to control you beloved. I want us to grow together not hinder each other from pursuing what our souls long to do. It was like a cage. I was a lark held captive by a girl who was facinated by me and would not set me free. I became lonely and a shell of my former self.

Future, whatever your dreams are, whatever your soul yearns for, seeks to do, I will support you and I know you'd support me as well. The yearnings of the soul and heart are strong. An unfathomable force of nature making the clinically insane wise and the lame walk.

I guess that is what I yearn for beloved. :) Someone who'd support me but not chain me down. And that is you. I know You exist. I may not see you in this lifetime but I will wait for you in the next and the next till the universe would be tired of my waiting for you and hand you over to me.

I'm a patient person beloved. I will wait for you as I've waited for you eons ago.

Btw beloved, Am watching "Place Promised in our Early Days" ;) I wish I could watch it with you someday. It's anime.I know you'd understand my love for anime. :)

Anyway beloved, I got to burn the midnight oil (literally).
Goodnight beloved. May your dreams be happy always