Good day beloved!
It's been 2 weeks since I wrote to you. Well a lot has happened. They diagnosed me to have a beta thalassemia trait AKA Vampire's disease. Ok... am not a vampire or a person of the occult or anything. Am no voodoo person don't worry. I just had this congenital (since birth) disease that well... no one ever diagnosed before that I had it in me till now. That explains a lot of my memory loss, forgetfulness and moodswings. Also explains why I feel so tired all the time without coffee in my blood. I've missed you beloved. Sincerely do. When we're together, there may be times that I may be distant or distracted... but know this, am just trying to work things out on my own first. I don't want to worry you. The doc told me that they might transfuse blood or give me a weekly shots for this but exercise could also help me so am exercising like crazy now. Don't fret beloved, I'm fine. Id keep myself healthy so when the day comes that you and I would meet and be together... I'd be the one to take care of your. Till the time that I'd see our last sunrise and sunset together.
Smile for me beloved. I love you
Wherever you are.
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Saturday, July 5, 2014
Future Post 16
Good Morning Beloved!
An old flame of mine just Pm'ed me a moment ago. Her name is Mia. Ok, hold your horses, am saying this to you upfront (well, technically, not really upfront coz I haven't met you yet)Anyway, she asked me if I'm over my ex. That was random. After not hearing from her for 2 months she's asking me about my ex. Anyway it's been 3 months since me and my ex parted ways beloved. I wonder... Have you ever had a relationship before me? Why did you part ways beloved? Am I your first? Whatever your answer is, well, the past is part of you, and I'll respect and love every moment and second that you have lived. ^^
I'm really tired today to be honest beloved. Am rushing and rushing today trying to cope with orders.
Funny thing was, everyplace I went to, someone sang to me this song today. So well, it may be a sign right? I'd sing it to you now.
How did you know
I remember so well
The day that you came into my life
You asked for my name
You had the most beautiful smile
My life started to change
I'd wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine
[Chorus:]
How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there was an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life
I'll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you
[Repeat Chorus]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wj6VgRi5RoA
I Love you. That's all that matters. Mia may be you... or you may be someone else. I'd just sit and wait. I know you'd know where to find me.
An old flame of mine just Pm'ed me a moment ago. Her name is Mia. Ok, hold your horses, am saying this to you upfront (well, technically, not really upfront coz I haven't met you yet)Anyway, she asked me if I'm over my ex. That was random. After not hearing from her for 2 months she's asking me about my ex. Anyway it's been 3 months since me and my ex parted ways beloved. I wonder... Have you ever had a relationship before me? Why did you part ways beloved? Am I your first? Whatever your answer is, well, the past is part of you, and I'll respect and love every moment and second that you have lived. ^^
I'm really tired today to be honest beloved. Am rushing and rushing today trying to cope with orders.
Funny thing was, everyplace I went to, someone sang to me this song today. So well, it may be a sign right? I'd sing it to you now.
How did you know
I remember so well
The day that you came into my life
You asked for my name
You had the most beautiful smile
My life started to change
I'd wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine
[Chorus:]
How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there was an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life
I'll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you
[Repeat Chorus]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wj6VgRi5RoA
I Love you. That's all that matters. Mia may be you... or you may be someone else. I'd just sit and wait. I know you'd know where to find me.
Friday, July 4, 2014
Future Post 15
Good Day Beloved!
It's been 2 weeks. Did you even miss me a little? Hihi :) I was out with friends for 2 weeks. Trying to figure out what path I must take. The signs was there. That I should travel to oz (that was was I think the signs were) However, well for now, I got to go back to my usual job and work.
I enjoyed my stay in SG. I actually thought that you were there with me however, well... I was wrong. She can't be you. Just can't...
Am really confused right now future. I really am. She has someone else. So I'd seek to fix myself first... for now.
*sigh*
Maybe I really am a Bakemono...
I enjoyed my stay in SG. I actually thought that you were there with me however, well... I was wrong. She can't be you. Just can't...
Am really confused right now future. I really am. She has someone else. So I'd seek to fix myself first... for now.
*sigh*
Maybe I really am a Bakemono...
Btw I got new leaves for hachi. Was thinking of writing to you there when I can't type online.
I missed talking to you daily beloved. My heart ached when I can't. It's been a long 2 weeks. I'd write to you often. I promise.
Monday, June 23, 2014
Future Post 14
Good Evening Beloved
Hay, did you miss me? Hahaha ! :) It's been a few days since I logged on here and talked to you. Sorry about that my dear Future. I've been awake for the longest time, today I had a couple of naps and that was it. I wonder, what job do you have beloved? Does it keep you awake? What am sure of is whatever your job or career is I'd be there to cheer you on.
Ok, Am going to talk to you about my previous relationship. Now, hold on beloved, I just want to explain what went wrong. Smile a little ok? I love you. I won't go back to her. <3
Well, she was a very pleasing woman actually, headstrong and had dreams and ambitions. However, well she wanted to control where MY future would be. She wanted me to train with her in a hospital near her. Well, I had my own dreams, own aspirations. She wanted me to be there with her physically all the time. How could I chase my dream if I'm lock and chained down to her side. Right? I too was a dreamer however I'm not the type to control you beloved. I want us to grow together not hinder each other from pursuing what our souls long to do. It was like a cage. I was a lark held captive by a girl who was facinated by me and would not set me free. I became lonely and a shell of my former self.
Future, whatever your dreams are, whatever your soul yearns for, seeks to do, I will support you and I know you'd support me as well. The yearnings of the soul and heart are strong. An unfathomable force of nature making the clinically insane wise and the lame walk.
I guess that is what I yearn for beloved. :) Someone who'd support me but not chain me down. And that is you. I know You exist. I may not see you in this lifetime but I will wait for you in the next and the next till the universe would be tired of my waiting for you and hand you over to me.
I'm a patient person beloved. I will wait for you as I've waited for you eons ago.
Btw beloved, Am watching "Place Promised in our Early Days" ;) I wish I could watch it with you someday. It's anime.I know you'd understand my love for anime. :)
Anyway beloved, I got to burn the midnight oil (literally).
Goodnight beloved. May your dreams be happy always
Hay, did you miss me? Hahaha ! :) It's been a few days since I logged on here and talked to you. Sorry about that my dear Future. I've been awake for the longest time, today I had a couple of naps and that was it. I wonder, what job do you have beloved? Does it keep you awake? What am sure of is whatever your job or career is I'd be there to cheer you on.
Ok, Am going to talk to you about my previous relationship. Now, hold on beloved, I just want to explain what went wrong. Smile a little ok? I love you. I won't go back to her. <3
Well, she was a very pleasing woman actually, headstrong and had dreams and ambitions. However, well she wanted to control where MY future would be. She wanted me to train with her in a hospital near her. Well, I had my own dreams, own aspirations. She wanted me to be there with her physically all the time. How could I chase my dream if I'm lock and chained down to her side. Right? I too was a dreamer however I'm not the type to control you beloved. I want us to grow together not hinder each other from pursuing what our souls long to do. It was like a cage. I was a lark held captive by a girl who was facinated by me and would not set me free. I became lonely and a shell of my former self.
Future, whatever your dreams are, whatever your soul yearns for, seeks to do, I will support you and I know you'd support me as well. The yearnings of the soul and heart are strong. An unfathomable force of nature making the clinically insane wise and the lame walk.
I guess that is what I yearn for beloved. :) Someone who'd support me but not chain me down. And that is you. I know You exist. I may not see you in this lifetime but I will wait for you in the next and the next till the universe would be tired of my waiting for you and hand you over to me.
I'm a patient person beloved. I will wait for you as I've waited for you eons ago.
Btw beloved, Am watching "Place Promised in our Early Days" ;) I wish I could watch it with you someday. It's anime.I know you'd understand my love for anime. :)
Anyway beloved, I got to burn the midnight oil (literally).
Goodnight beloved. May your dreams be happy always
Friday, June 20, 2014
Future day 12-13
Good Everning Future! <3
Your dear old partner slept sitting again now watching a movie called "Eat, Pray, Love". have you ever done that beloved? You know, soul search. Well, I'm on that path right now. I lost myself, let myself dissolve in my previous relationship. Now my soul rebounded. Lols, it echos in the depths of my being. Every cell of my body screams out the needs that were neglected.
Am a bit down tonight. Just tired I guess. Watching rock of ages to uplift my spirits. Am just tired. Don't worry beloved. In 10 days, Im sure I'd be refreshed. :)
Bye for now, I still got orders to fill love.
Your dear old partner slept sitting again now watching a movie called "Eat, Pray, Love". have you ever done that beloved? You know, soul search. Well, I'm on that path right now. I lost myself, let myself dissolve in my previous relationship. Now my soul rebounded. Lols, it echos in the depths of my being. Every cell of my body screams out the needs that were neglected.
Am a bit down tonight. Just tired I guess. Watching rock of ages to uplift my spirits. Am just tired. Don't worry beloved. In 10 days, Im sure I'd be refreshed. :)
Bye for now, I still got orders to fill love.
Wednesday, June 18, 2014
Future day 10-11
Morning Future!
Am so sorry beloved, I was so tired and wasn't able to talk to you for 2 days. In the future, this may happen again due to my work, but always remember you are always in my mind. <3
I'd just sing for you today beloved
"Somewhere Only We Know"
Am so sorry beloved, I was so tired and wasn't able to talk to you for 2 days. In the future, this may happen again due to my work, but always remember you are always in my mind. <3
I'd just sing for you today beloved
"Somewhere Only We Know"
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go?
So why don't we go?
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go?
So why don't we go?
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?
Monday, June 16, 2014
Future Day 9
Morning Future!
It's :430 am. I can't go back to sleep. Am so tired and I can't go back to sleep. Funny how that is a physiological abnormality. >.< Anyway, I saw a friend of mine yesterday, her name is Pen. I barely talked to her before in college but well, I don't know but it's as if I just saw her yesterday. It's amazing how the mind works right? She told me that I never changed. Hmm, now that statement brings my curiosity up a notch. I wonder what is the "me" that other people see. I figured I'm a laid back guy who just wants to see the lighter side of things. However, that's not the case. She told me I was still as mysterious and as funny. Me? Mysterious? Hmm. I guess a person who likes their private life private is considered mysterious. The thing is Future, I don't want other people to meddle with my life decisions.
Will try to sleep. Hopefully I get to see you in my dreams. :) Nyt Future
Uh. Another goodmorning Future?
I slept like a log unfortunately you weren't in my dreams. My friend Laureen was and as usual I was still drinking in a bar, me pouring a drink and me and her talking. I should really get the dream catcher from an expo near our house. Might work. Who knows right? Ok ok, talking to Laureen is not the nightmare here beloved. Hahahha! I actually love talking to her. Never a dull moment. Anyway Future, the thing is am always saying "this is serious" with rain clouds on my head. So I guess am about to die? or something serious happened. I rarely have rainclouds on my head beloved. Hmm.
Anyway, I'd try to take a nap. My head aches. Seriously beloved... I'd try to sleep this one off.
It's :430 am. I can't go back to sleep. Am so tired and I can't go back to sleep. Funny how that is a physiological abnormality. >.< Anyway, I saw a friend of mine yesterday, her name is Pen. I barely talked to her before in college but well, I don't know but it's as if I just saw her yesterday. It's amazing how the mind works right? She told me that I never changed. Hmm, now that statement brings my curiosity up a notch. I wonder what is the "me" that other people see. I figured I'm a laid back guy who just wants to see the lighter side of things. However, that's not the case. She told me I was still as mysterious and as funny. Me? Mysterious? Hmm. I guess a person who likes their private life private is considered mysterious. The thing is Future, I don't want other people to meddle with my life decisions.
Will try to sleep. Hopefully I get to see you in my dreams. :) Nyt Future
Uh. Another goodmorning Future?
I slept like a log unfortunately you weren't in my dreams. My friend Laureen was and as usual I was still drinking in a bar, me pouring a drink and me and her talking. I should really get the dream catcher from an expo near our house. Might work. Who knows right? Ok ok, talking to Laureen is not the nightmare here beloved. Hahahha! I actually love talking to her. Never a dull moment. Anyway Future, the thing is am always saying "this is serious" with rain clouds on my head. So I guess am about to die? or something serious happened. I rarely have rainclouds on my head beloved. Hmm.
Anyway, I'd try to take a nap. My head aches. Seriously beloved... I'd try to sleep this one off.
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