Future Post 17

Good day beloved!

It's been 2 weeks since I wrote to you. Well a lot has happened. They diagnosed me to have a beta thalassemia trait AKA Vampire's disease. Ok... am not a vampire or a person of the occult or anything. Am no voodoo person don't worry. I just had this congenital (since birth) disease that well... no one ever diagnosed before that I had it in me  till now. That explains a lot of my memory loss, forgetfulness and moodswings. Also explains why I feel so tired all the time without coffee in my blood. I've missed you beloved. Sincerely do. When we're together, there may be times that I may be distant or distracted... but know this, am just trying to work things out on my own first. I don't want to worry you. The doc told me that they might transfuse blood or give me a weekly shots for this but exercise could also help me so am exercising like crazy now. Don't fret beloved, I'm fine. Id keep myself healthy so when the day comes that you and I would meet and be together... I'd be the one to take care of your. Till the time that I'd see our last sunrise and sunset together.

Smile for me beloved. I love you
Wherever you are.

Future Post 16

Good Morning Beloved!

An old flame of mine just Pm'ed me a moment ago. Her name is Mia. Ok, hold your horses, am saying this to you upfront (well, technically, not really upfront coz I haven't met you yet)Anyway, she asked me if I'm over my ex. That was random. After not hearing from her for 2 months she's asking me about my ex. Anyway it's been 3 months since me and my ex parted ways beloved. I wonder... Have you ever had a relationship before me? Why did  you part ways beloved? Am I your first? Whatever your answer is, well, the past is part of you, and I'll respect and love every moment and second that you have lived. ^^

I'm really tired today to be honest beloved. Am rushing and rushing today trying to cope with orders.
Funny thing was, everyplace I went to, someone sang to me this song today. So well, it may be a sign right? I'd sing it to you now.

How did you know

I remember so well
The day that you came into my life
You asked for my name
You had the most beautiful smile

My life started to change
I'd wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine

[Chorus:]
How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there was an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life

I'll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life 
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you

[Repeat Chorus]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wj6VgRi5RoA
I Love you. That's all that matters. Mia may be you... or you may be someone else. I'd just sit and wait. I know you'd know where to find me.

Future Post 15

Good Day Beloved!

It's been 2 weeks. Did you even miss me a little? Hihi :) I was out with friends for 2 weeks. Trying to figure out what path I must take. The signs was there. That I should travel to oz (that was was I think the signs were) However, well for now, I got to go back to my usual job and work.

I enjoyed my stay in SG. I actually thought that you were there with me however, well... I was wrong. She can't be you. Just can't...

Am really confused right now future. I really am. She has someone else. So I'd seek to fix myself first... for now.

*sigh*

Maybe I really am a Bakemono...

Btw I got new leaves for hachi. Was thinking of writing to you there when I can't type online. 

I missed talking to you daily beloved. My heart ached when I can't. It's been a long 2 weeks. I'd write to you often. I promise.